The thoughts and images played unbidden through my mind. I couldn't make them stop. They did not flow smoothly, however, from one scene to the next. I had to guide my mind from one painful sight to another. And why would I want to do that? Simple, that was the only way I knew to make it stop: get to the end. Horrible as it was, I needed my mind to continue cycling through these torturing images even as the tears streamed down my face.
It always started the same way: I see her standing in her room, in her bra and underwear, looking into her mirror. Her legs, hips, and stomach are all covered in old scars and new marks. But she is all sk
Paige,
6/30/08. Day one. 10:56 PM. Days to go: 20.
Im sorry if reading this later will be hard for you. I just I think writing is the only thing thatll give me some degree of sanity. Im writing by the light of my DS. I basically cried for half an hour tonight but it it just hurts too much to do nothing about. If I wanted to let myself really cry, I would have been too loud. This is just so painful. Probably one of the most painful things Ive experienced in a long time, if not my whole life. Heck, it could very well be the most painful thing. I just need to lie in your arms and listen to you
I met her in my seventh grade accelerated art class. Out of the thirteen people in the class, a remarkably low number of students for one class, only three of them were girls. Including me. The other two girls seemed to be friends already.
After the first week or so, we were allowed to have basically free seating. But, being the shy person I am, I stayed at my own table, with a few boys who came to join their friend. The other two girls had already been seated at the same table because their last names were close. One starting with an L, the other starting with an M. They stayed there, the only two at the table
I think of you, catch the scent of your hair;
close my eyes and remember the beauty of your smile;
lie in bed, remembering the warmth of you lying next to me.
Your skin like the petals of a velvet rose,
your laughter the tinkling of crystalline bells,
your love the softest dagger to ever pierce my heart.
I feel you by my side,
hear you in my mind,
sense you all around me.
You gave me a part of you,
left me ever wanting more,
asking for nothing in return.
Those who know me are aware,
when I talk about my girlfriend,
it can only be of you I speak.
The miles never truly stole you,
yet I never truly kept you,
a true bond between
I am not "straight,"
But nor am I gay.
Bisexual, baby!
I like 'em either way.
How many times must I tell you?
I'm neither lesbian nor straight.
Just try to tell me otherwise.
Sorry, hon, but you came too late.
No, I am not confused, dammit!
I have myself all figured out.
I know me better than you do—
I know what bi is all about.
I'm not hetero,
But nor am I gay.
Be they guys or chicks,
I like 'em either way.
OK so Ive been thinking...
How about submitting something related to the first time you fell in love with a girl or your first crush, or if you have a better idea feel free to send me a note with the info!
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I apologize!
Last year of college, job hunting... you know usual stuff.
I ~sleeplesssoul (https://www.deviantart.com/sleeplesssoul) do promise to be around now more.
So I'll be running this solo... if you think you can help me leave me a comment here.
I'll work on some stuff to submit soon.
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